My favorite thing in the entire wide world to do is to put headphones in my ears and dance around like a mad man. It's like this sacred ritual I do. When I close my eyes and just move around like a complete idiot to my music, it's like I am getting rid of all the shit in my brain and shaking it out of my body. If I had someone, that someone, then I would do this dance in front of them, and them a lone. No one has seen it. Not even my mom. There is something about it that I think describes me as a person. Like, my deep down soul, the part that means the most, is this mini little lana dancing around in my chest. If words could describe a soul, my soul would be described as a crazy person flailing around. And if I show her to someone, then I'll lose a part of her. Kinda like those indigenous people who believe pictures will steal their soul.
I'm talking about it because I haven't done this in awhile. College dorm life makes this extremely difficult. I think it's just another reason I've been in this funk. I'll have to find some time when I know I wont be disturbed and just dance my socks off.
Just another piece of me, out there in the open.
Edit: Can I just say that it took a long ass time for me to hit "publish this post"
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